Warning: Bimbotic blogpost ahead...

Heyheyhey! well, i've pretty much bounced back compared to sunday night. honestly, i still feel the trace of sadness despite having bounced back. well, hows my week so far? hmm, tuesday was totally a good rest day. stayed home, watched lots and lots of tv. wednesday was school. was abit late for accounting lecture. so happy to meet tingfang. well, the management accounting lecturer sure was naggy. lol! alot alot of pep talk. but well, lets see how well he teaches la. haha. it was full house though! so well, yup. then had managerial econs where i met derrick. well, seems like wenqi is also in the same lecture as us. haha. oh well. i dunno why, but i felt alot more gamed and focused for econs than other modules. maybe its the fear for it ba. as szeyee puts it, this is just honeymoon week. after school, went to sp with tf to find out that foodcourt 4 is closed. yup. at night, played this new game called "bumper stars" with morgan. fucking hilarious and fun. couldnt stop laughing. and as for today, slept till the cow came home. haha. no la, about 12, woke up.. watched a bit of tv. met up with morgan and nana at cathay for jap buffet. yummy madness! esp gyoza! esp after the teenage auditions day when we ate sushi tei and claudia ordered gyoza, we're mad crazy over it! well, today was pretty fun. talked about sec sch stuff over jap buffet food. then went to walk around daiso, bought a couple of things.. walked around spotlight. reminded me of the thought of mine which is to make my own pencil case.. lol! but yeah, i must complete eiffel tower first before talking about that!! lol! so, some pics which are pretty overdue!

Modcloth.com stuff!
Remember i bought stuff from modcloth and the shipping was almost as expensive as the stuff itself? haha. yup. the stuff came in a loooooong time ago. so just wanted to put the pics up...


the sticker's very cute huh!

i like to tell my friends that i bought cow skin. hahah! but nah, its a coaster. hahha.


100 squirrel paperclips!!!! :D so adorable! i dun think i'll bear to use it callously!

recycling bag! :D i use it as a tote though. haha. its pretty... chic!

Re-organising make-up stuffs!
well, i've been wanting to do this a long time ago and finally bought the container from daiso and transferred my makeup stuffs from the measly blue maybelline makeup pouch to an organised box! :D here are some of my loots...

Before

surprisingly, thats all of what i have. i actually cleared out a lot of stuff last time. so, yup. left the bare essentials!

well, surprised to see i have falsies right? well, i was just as surprised! LOL! i totally forgotten about its existence. i remembered le, me, hongchoo and anita bought them for dinner and dance. but in the end, we didnt like the look, so didnt use them. hmmm... will experiment then! hehe!

these are my necessities. i swear, without these, i'll feel naked when i go to school. well, if u ask me to pick 3 of them, i'd pick the foundation, eyeliner and the L'oreal eyeshaow palette (the brown shade is very good for shading! really.. ). hahah! if ask me to pick 1, i'll choose eyeliner for sure. the other day i left home with all my makeup on except eyeliner.. well, confidence greatly dropped. so yea.


the box! nice ar, the handle!!

and the final result! :D looks so clean and neat! hahah!!

well, finally, after buying the pictures from ikea for a loooong time ago, i have finally bought the appropriate adhesive to paste them on my wall!

naise uh! i love them!

UOL notes and subject guides. lol. and random letters by the side!

my dad on TV! :D

its been sooo soooo long since i last zi-paied without makeup and stuff. :D au naturel!

well, cant wait to dinner/movie/pub with mom colleagues tmr night! then guess its stay home weekends. need to start mugging. and also, f1! -vrrooooooom-

Shopaholic shirley IS BACK!!

yeah. the title says it all.bloody start to the day. i wonder, if i don't get pregnant, will i be menstruating and going through all these pain and sufferings in vain?

have been a bit busy past couple of nights. met up with reggie for sakae sushi dinner at tiong bahru on tuesday night. was naise chatting up. hahhaha. hmm... and last night met up with the girls and huiwen! so longggg since i met her. abit awkward initially but i feel she hasnt changed much! hahaha. but yeah, we kept talking about the past. hmmm... yup.. i love the fish from astons. feel like having it tonight but gonna eat steamboat with colleagues.

sigh. bro and mum going Shanghai. gosh! i would loveee to go shanghai. but they're going for like 4 school days leh. im not sure how the system is like yet, plus im going to have 2 modules without friends. so, i dont think i can afford it... sigh! as in, its too risky. especially after the panick attack for econs, theres no way im gonna risk it again. so ya. but shanghai! its the place i would most wanna visit in China!! i feel its so.... sophisticated. GAH!

ever since i got the extra money, i've been shopping. finally got stuff from modcloth. i tell u, i regretted the instant i clicked confirm. i just realised the heftiness of the shipping fee! omg! well, i wont reveal it here, but its an amount enough to splurge with satisfaction in F21. and yeah, last night spent almost $200 on toiletries and beauty stuff which i have been putting off for the past couple of months cus of me being broke. but boy, did it feel soooooooooooooooooooo good splurging, even if its at watsons! god knows how long ago i buy things i WANT and not just need. i MUST splurge at f21 and toppie this month. bday month RULES! bday month + having-alot-of-extra-income month totally rocks my boat. i haven't felt sooo.... happy (in the area of shopping) in MONTHS! but of course, i will put a portion into my london funds before i ... -rubs hands- go SHOPPPPINGGG!!! but then, this year, im gonna learn from past years. i'm not going to splurge on things i like on the spot. i will think about it then go back, unless i've already been desiring for a long time. ZOMG! i can't wait to go shopping. omg!!! and since school is starting, im gonna dye hair and also get new stationery as well!

i know, alot of u reading my blog have seen the days where i only have $5 in my savings account. and you must be shaking your head at the above paragraph. and yes, i do know your kind intentions. i promise not to buy on impulse la. i mean, shopping HAS ALWAYS been a HUGE part of my life. i guess its there to fill the void where love, relationships should be at. i guess its this because usually when i feel that im in love, i seldom shop. haha. and vice versa. but going around shops, looking at trends, looking at the beautiful prints/ designs/ fabric/ accessories/ shoes/ furniture/ random cute stuff is like an instinct for me. i just need to do that. i just love the feeling of getting what i like/ want! ahahaha. but then, after going through the feeling of being broke and scrimping and just.. walking away from all these goddamnit beautiful things which i want, it reduces the shopaholic in me to dwarf size. i guess people call that growing up. i loook more for the quality rather than quantity. i look more for love for the item rather than just wanting it. furthermore, nowadays (apart from the recent modcloth spree), i will look at the item/s and decide if its worth giving up travelling for! hahaha. yeah. its a good motivation. but damn! i need new clothes and nice shoes! hahah!

and also, recently, i gotta know this girl called Serene from MOM. she knows how to groom dogs, she has her own online shop and shes also in uol. i've been looking at part time courses and i might wanna pick up a new skill. and to do so, i need the money. im looking more at the arts side. well, no one knows this, but i secretly have always wanted to know if i have the potential in interior design. hahaa. i know la, its silly. hmm, i dont know la. wanting and doing it is 2 different matters. so, just exploring my options. haha.

yup. hmmm, feels good to blog. the office is god damn quiet. and im so sick of getting scolded day in day out. sigh! as much as i wished this would all end, i wished it wouldn't. i dont wanna go to school. sigh!

anyway, i feel that i have quite a lot of feelings for him still. oh well. better to not dwell into the "forbidden" area of life! hahaa. okay la, im gonna shit. tummy damn pain. hahaha. maybe will blog later. fuck my work. gahhh!

wishlists!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously cannot study, even though i swore to study. i just am TOO lazy. i'll start tomorrow, wow. procrastinators- leaders of tomorrow! so in the mean time, while waiting for my pie to be baked, i went online shop browsing. SIGH. suddenly, there are just so much loves!

omg. love london! nice uh!!

i love this dress. but the cutting at the sleeve will make my already-fat arms look fatter. ]:


i love this dresss! it looks obiang! but imagine with leggings and heels. ZOMG!

super nice prints!! but very figure hugging leh.

sexay ar! but this kind, sure can see my muffin top one. dunno whats a muffin top? go google.

NICEEE! simple and nice! and black. complimenting for figure!


so cute uh!!! omg! so unlike me, but then.. gosh! paris + cute cartoons!

this looks soo rugged and very boyish leh! naise!

this is SO me! HAHAHAH!

damn chio and flowy. but i think it'll make me look fatter also.

i wont ever buy this la, its too pretty for me. but its soooooooo lovely, isn't it?

loook at this!!!!!! damnnnnn adorable! i'll definitely keep staring if i were to wear this!

the umbrella is soooo magical! omg. i would wish it rained all year long just to be under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh eh, under my umbrella~

its like, im standing in the middle of the milky way!

i am seriously contemplating if i should buy this wallet. USD19.99 LOL! howw? my wallet's 3 years old liao.

so innocent! like me. x:


OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. SO INNOCENT LEH! v chio, plus...

its a WATCH too!!! somemore roman numerals! roman numeral watches makes me swoon!

whats with me and umbrellas?! but i think this one.. far east might sell alr..

chio!!!

very classssy! then again, the model does look classy!

it will remind me that i belong in the wild! up in the sky!

i really hope that i'll lose more weight. because, i saw some pics.. and yeah. i could use with slimmer thighs and slimmer waists. i bet u're thinking i wanna be slim to seduce guys? hell no lor. maybe, that will be the by-product. but, i really wanna feel good and wanna dress up. i think i should slowly skew my dress sense to being more sophisticated. hahah! imagine, in just 2 more years time, tees will no longer be my staples. sigh!

i mean, i'll admit, its scary to look into the future and see myself spending the rest of my life alone, single, forever in my fantasies and envying my friends who would probably have beautiful kids, sucessful careers and good skin. whereas, i'd probably have picked up smoking by then, be drinking booze on saturday nights watching re-runs of bridget jones and phantom of the opera and cursing and swearing at the slightest things. ZOMG. i dont wanna be THAT kind of spinster. i wanna be a spinster who makes full use of her singletondom! perhaps, a different fling every month? or, have loads of single girlfriends around and travel like mad, like in sex and the city .. and meet all kind of hawt guys! and be the envy of smug marrieds!

i guess why i keep wanting to be attached is because i am scared i'd become the frumpy ol' spinster when i could have been the latter. but then, how would being married make me any less frumpier? either ways, i just hope i dont become frumpy. sigh, honestly, all i want, is ONE perfect guy for me, who loves me and i love him back. too hard to ask for?

oh well. anyway, no need to worry between staying single or not, because right now, i have no choice but to be single. right? SIGHH. i just hope that, in my whole SIM life, i will be able to meet a guy who is sophisticated and knowlegeable and to whom i can talk about current affairs, politics with and will blow my mind away and not bore me! and hopefully he'll be single! and hopefully, he'll like to wear white shirts and straight cut jeans and love me for who i am. and someone who will wanna see stars with me and maybe study about them with me too! just someone, to whom i can tell my daily affairs, even the bimbotic ones with, and will share his opinion and give me his best advice and i'll think through it. i want someone with whom i can speak about anything and he will give me another view. and we'll explore together and have endless endless conversation. just hope.. i can find him. it doesnt have to be a boyfriend. maybe just a good friend also can la. but of course, hopefully my soulmate lor. he doesnt have to be handsome. just want him to be well-groomed. i know im not well-groomed, but im trying to make eyebrow shaping, waxing a frequent affair. maybe exfoliation too. u know what, that will be my aim. i'm going to step out of sim, a more sophisticated young adult who still keep the dirty/crappy humour in her, but on the outside, nothing less than sophisticated and classy. something like chantel. like, i can pull off the "less is more" feeeling. yup.

gosh. it feels good to be all bimbotic! okay la! i swear, to study hard from tmr onwards. muay thai, HERE I COME! and i shall be sporty too! gah. stand on your feet shirley! u can do it! its common for your friends to have better lives than you!!!! do not be envious!!! gah. ): its so hard to not be envious lar. fuck. need to explode. okay. shall sleep my emotions away. bye.

New love

Omg. how i wished i found 90210 earlier! just when im about to get busy, i find a nice drama series to follow - 90210! omggg. suay! hahaha. but luckily its only 24 epis in season 1! shudn't be a prob. and omgggg. Ethan is damnnnn hot!

gahh! really looks like john krasinski but in a slightlyyy better shape. yay to 90210!!!!

omg. his name is Ty. he owns his own private jet and omg.. he can speak italian.

they should have a quota for the number of hot guys appearing on this show!

I'm either deep winter or deep autumn.

ok, was looking at random websites and i stumbled upon this: Find your perfect colours. hahah! im not sure if i were winter or autumn. although i was very sure that i was deep winter because i definitely prefers navy blue/charcoal grey as compared to honey beige/soft brown. but i like those colours too. then when i did what the instructions told me to, i thought the navy blue really took the attention off my face whereas the honey beige one made me look better. but i dont really like beige stuff. except for beige pumps. lol! been wanting to get nude pumps! i think nude pumps are very elegant. tough abit aunty-ish.


haha. nice flats there! so well, turns out that i'll look good in these colours if i truly were a deep autumn person:


or winter:

so, the simplest way, is to pick out the common colours. hahhaha. which is basically, darker shades. hmmm, maybe i should print this out.

according to angmogirl... this is how a colour chart should look like and the best combi! go check it out. hmmm.. quite.. true actually. hahah. wow! feel like just trying and matching diff colours and all.

sigh. bryan wong always never fail to bring the travel journalist out of me. love reading his blog.