Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game!

im so fucking sian. suddenly, just realised there isnt anything substantial to look forward to. just.. empty. an empty life. growing older, means that im expected to do well and stuff on my own.. fuck la. feel like dying now. cus right, i dont have regrets now ma. i feel q. happy now. oh well. dun worry. i wont kill myself. im scared of pain. ]=