i wanted to blog about this only over the weekends, but now that even the closest of my friends is experiencing this fucking infidelity bullshit, despite their fucking long relationship, is really sucking balls.
what kind of reason is "people change"? i mean, seriously, wtf? first tiger woods - the sports idol people look up to. kids wanna be LIKE HIM. then jack neo -the guys who makes family sitcoms, endorses for family stuff, and now, he cheats on his wife? for fucking 2 years? with 2 fucking women? maybe more? then now, a good friend of mine and her long term bf, i would say, to date, they are the longest in history i know.. and he runs off because he "has a crush on another girl".
WTF.
just very sian. i mean, to be honest, i cant wait to be hooked up. find that good guy whom i can click with, so that i will have a shoulder to rest upon when im tired of life, or a voice to come home to after a long day at work, or a nice pat on the back when i get rewarded. and just someone whom i can share the little itsy bitsy pieces of my life with. someone i can bitch to and know that i will be given the fullest support. someone who will think rationally for me when i'm not. who doesn't?
but the thing is, he promises the sky and the sea... but it all turns out to be lies. that sucks. i mean, we all want to believe all that he says. don't we? to be frank, once again, i love being sweet-talked to. i used to believe in them. then slowly (through the hard way), i lose faith in them. just when i am still basking in these and not being skeptical, these people had to come by my way. its so so so scary. cus u dont know if the person whom you trust the most, really deserve to be trusted even? gosh.
FUCK ALL YOU FUCKING CHEATS. GO AWAY FROM OUR LIVES. seriously. im so pissed. very pissed. i mean, how can you even have the heart to do this to some really nice/talented/pretty girl whom you claim to treasure more than your life? how is it even possible for people to even have such thoughts, let alone actually doing it?!!? just because someone better comes along, you immediately drop her?! i mean, if thats the case, why even bother picking the average girl-next-door up in the first place? aim high la! aim straight for all the hot sexy girls in the market. i mean, really? if you loved her so much, and as love songs sing it, love is forever, then all these fucked up bullshit should never happen. wtf.
really really wanna puke at all these assholes. wish that they would all be banished to an island meant for cheats, where they are surrounded by nothing. nothing at all. where they slowly die .. of emptiness. where they die with regrets for ever ever cheating on their girls. for ever ever breaking their hearts. blah.
FUCK OFF, BASTARDS.
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