Sigh. I can't blog it out because i promised her that i can't say it out. but anyways, today has made me realise that its scary when one changes. especially when its someone whom you loved and trusted for so many years. it really is very scary. sigh. i really don't dare put myself in such a situation. and i guess, if i really do go into a relationship, im going to be quite skeptical. talk is cheap. in fact, talk can buy you stuff without having to pay cash. it is a scary world. i mean, what i thought have been beautiful turns out to be .. a nightmare. as much as i dread singlehood, i think, im more afraid of such things ever happening to me. i've had encounters with the prey and the predator as well. sigh. oh well, anyways there are many other beautiful things in life to focus on too. friends, family, shopping, travelling! hahah!! i've had a pretty nice day today. went for the job interview at universal studios. they asked us to go back again tomorrow! i have a feeling we'd need to do sai gang. but whatever.. at least its gonna boost my life a little. haha. after that, headed to sp to settle some admin stuff. totally miss being a fresh(wo)man. had lunch at fc 3.. then headed to simlim. then walked about, and we saw paul frank iPhone cover for $6! cheap like mad. and cuteness!! [:
so anyways, quite eggcited about tomorrow. with the universal studios interview with the manager then preparation for dnd, then dnd, then clubbing! woootage! [:
Hmmm, i really wished that life was simpler. why give people hints? i hate hints. i mean, why can't u just come straight to the point? why waste time making the person guess and guess and end up with miscommunication? oh my gosh la. damn sian. can't wait for pedi session laterz! gonna p-p-p-poker for a while then do pedi and eyebrows~ woots! am loving life like this. nice, though boring, but relaxing and simple!
so anyways.. i will embark on my life-improvement projects next week. just a little summary:
To do list:
1. pack notes (okay, well, i kinda told a small lie about packing my notes the other day to my mum. said i'll be home packing notes thats why can't go down and help out.. when i was watching tv.. so i stashed all the notes into an empty drawer. X= so, need ta pack it for real)
2. empty that drawer, cus its filled with the mess that was visible from the outside of my room. basically, although my room looks neat(er) than usual, it is in fact, a mess.
3. pack wardrobe. wardrobe looks like it has been run down by a truck+hurricane+heavy storm+ earthquake+tsunami+robbed... so yup. anyways, i shall sell some clothes which i bought rashly and then never worn before.. to get some cash back ba.
4. pack up stationery shelf
5. do up shelf, to put another set of books!
6. hunt for nice movie posters! maybe plan abit on how to add the sizzle factor to my plain white walls.
7. clear out all the little boxes around my room.
8. clear out wallet's mess.
9. clear mess from bags.
Then in april, when i would probably have a job, thus income.. i can goo... furniture shopping! love to do furniture shopping!!though i will never have enough to even buy a chair or sth. but whatever. furniture shopping makes me feel martha stewart-ish, makes me feel happy and useful. alrighty. shall slack a little while more before heading to the pedicure place~
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