then, at night, went to SP for dinner with adeline and tingfang. then we headed to the quietest toilet for me to put contacts and do makeup for clubbing. headed to cityhall where i met regina's friends. yea, none of my orientation friends went. so i had to crash in with reggie's friends. wow, the guys were really good looking. x= but aiya, im out of their leagues. so chatted with reggie. was so happy and hyper cus i drank kopi-o before heading to cityhall. x: then, her friends went to marina square to drink while i had to go esplanade with reggie to collect tickets from may. fuck la, that part. her friends kept dillydallying. aited for an hour just for the tix leh. WTF! is my night of freedom and how dare she rob me of that important hour! BLAH! then we finally went to find reggie's friends at marina square. when we went there, had to down a cup of vodka sprite for starters. then her friend refilled for us, coke with vodka. then, chantel didnt wanna drink, so i took hers. then we played indian poker and i lost twice. had to drink vodka again. plus, they filled half cup vodka, half cup of coke. GG! then, i lost again, and think they mixed martell. had to drink in one shot. then reggie bought a can of beer. and i downed half of it. then, we wanted to go toilet, they say have to finish some martell thing in one mouth. gah! there it went. by the time i went to the toilet, cannot see straight/think straight. needed reggie to hold my hand. she was like equally drunk.
then i decided to try smoking. x= so took a puff from chantel's ciggy. BLAH. very very choking. coughed like fuck. but it was menthol, so had this cold thing running down my windpipe. NAH, will never smoke again. rather smoke salmon. where will get addicted lor! chey! i think, unless i get very depressed or i go nuts, if nt, wont ever touch the ciggy again. then, we went to esplanade rooftop to find more of their friends. i felt quite alone. with chantel. cus all were reggie's friends and we didnt know them. then i just keep looking at the cityview with chantel on the roof. until they were ready to move to supperclub. was uite cui. needed chantel to hold my hand.. just so u know, it sucks to be drunk and feel alone. and just needed to keep sitting down. chantel keep telling me to sit up straight. then finally, we cabbed to supperclub where me and reggie made a lot of noise and the uncle kept chuckling. lol. reached and we waited for some other ppl. i just sat on the steps and slept. saw alot of ppl puking. it was an ugly scene. then dunno what happened, we were at supperclub. i kept leaning against the railing. then, reggie got very very drunk and we were seperated cus i was in no shape to take care of her. i danced a while with chantel but it was so fucking crowded, its frustrating to dance. so we just headed to the bar and i needed a seat badly. and supperclub had beds at the side. so i couldnt resist and i went to sleep. for about 10 minutes and i just woke up and went to find chantel. she was still there and i was q sober. so i wanted to drink and we bought... FLAMING LAMBO! it was nice being the centre of attraction as the flames went down the bottle and the whole world cheered for us.
then, i got super high and drunk again and we tried to dance. this time, i found reggie and huiyan. and we just danced together. well, i was hoping to meet a hot guy and have a good time. which single girl doesn't crave the attention? haha! then when i was trying to dance with reggie, this guy just comes from behind and tried to hug me and stuff la. so at first, was quite enjoying the attention. then reggie they all kept laughing their ass off. they keep doing the "he looks ugly" sign! but from his arms, he seems macho. LOL. so i tried to turn back and he keep trying to kiss me. then finally, changed song and i seperated myself from him and i saw. erm, not say very ugly looking la. but reggie later told me, he looked damn horny! LOL! aiyah. expected. then hor, reggie pushed me to him leh! WTF! that bitch. then he hugged me.. then they 2 kept giggling and reggie took a pic. i couldnt even see properly lo. then he brought me to another corner. then i kept looking out for reggie. plus, i was in a school event. saw sihua/chantel at every corner. but he just kept hugging, which i didnt mind. v macho, his arms. and his back also. LOL. whatever la, i sound despo.. but ar, thats the catch about being single! [= then he kissed me on the lips, i immediately backed away. so much for wanting a good time! then i told him i dun wanna kiss. i mean, i've been single and lonely while the whole world has been attached and now a quite ok-looking guy wants to kiss me and backed away. so not me. but i didnt know why i did that. then he just apologised and asked me to stay with him for 15 minutes. then i did lor. then he kept hugging me. i didnt feel excited/ happy.. just as though.. it was a stroll in the park. at 4am, lights came on and he asked me for my number. i just gave him my number.... x= was really very shagged. quickly went to find reggie and the rest and they kept mocking me. lol. assss. then took a cab to northpoint for macs. and then, we chatted till about 5.30am.. then i went to her house and rested.. i couldnt even sleep. waited till 7.30am then left her place.
i forgot how cooling and crisp the morning air can get. haha. i couldnt find the bus stop to northpoint for half an hour. and no one was awake. so slowly walked in a half-drunken/100% sleep-deprived way. and finally found. went home and slept thru. woke up at 2.30pm. was supposed to leave house at 2.30pm for school. quickly left home without makeup ]: and took cab to cityhall.
i feel old already. firstly, i cant help but feel the party was quite boring. though was high and drunk, plus with flaming lambo? but not much feel to dance. then when got quite good-loooking guy giving me attention and i kept looking out for my friends. he keep asking why i wanna look for my friends. fyi, he never text me alr. think he saw reggie they all laughing at him. x= i feel damn bad. hopefully he took it well. i really didnt have much feel to dance. fuck. i didnt even have a very good time leh. sigh! i really wanna look for the old feeling leh. the, excited and keep dancing feel. hopefully can feel that feeling soon! i miss it. it makes me feel young. maybe i just need to club properly. at a club with no beds. ST JAMES LA! i miss st james. gonna club there from now. i said i am going to quit clubbing. i guess, i wont 100% quit la. unless i get attached. i'll just go once in a while la. anyway the crowd just gets younger and i get older. lol. yupp. thats all. shall go shower then come and blog somemore. see la. got menses. damn sian. ciao.
LOVE this snack!
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