i dream of courage...

prior to the previous post, i've come to realise that what i dreamt and fantasized of wasnt about being together with him.. But rather, me having the courage to overlook the fear of rejection and tell him how i really feel... Yeah. I dream of the courage. Wished i had that courage. I think, if i had tthe courage i dream of, be it for relationships or for friendship or for life, i'll be leading a happier and more fulfilling life. Unfortunately, im too cowardly. I'd rather sit back than step forward because im afraid of too many things.