Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game!: a reject

Monday, May 3, 2010

a reject

yesterday i woke up a hopeful. Today, i woke up a reject. Slept for 12 hours. Actually didnt even intend on waking up until i need to go for work. I dont even wanna go to work. I dont even wanna fake a smile. Somemore theres so many people i dont know. Gonna feel inferior again. Thanks god. Thanks. Its not ur fault la. Its all mine for slacking. I deserve this. Need to stop being optimistic.

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inspirational figures in my life

1. bridget jones - she tells me how being single can always be fun. haha! and that, every singleton will meet her mr darcy who will love her just the way she is. [:

2. bryan wong - he inspires me to travel and learn while travelling and he keeps the "travel journalist" in me alive.

3. Travis Clarke - he inspires me to be carefree and just do what the heck i want and even twit about it.

4. W Mitchell - he inspires me that if he can overcome his tragedy, i can do anything too.

5. Giyen kim - inspires me to love my mum more.

6. Tyra Banks - inspires girls all around to love the way they look [:

7. Samantha Jones (From sex and the city) - for being brave enough to admit that she lost herself in the midst of finding a loving man. and decided to leave that relationship for herself [:

Shirley's Resolution as of 27th March 2010

1. always set priorities right. whatever that has to be done first, will and must be done first.

2. be committal. i am always the first to wanna try things, but i never ever stick of the end of it. eg. driving, wearing contacts..

3. read the papers everyday. at least be in touch with current affairs

4. write at least 2 topics on public blog. about anything.

5. read up more on politics. maybe get an issue of forbes/times etc

6. set $50 at least aside as savings every month

7. give 10% of whatever salary to parents. start practising this habit..

8. stop any online dating. fuck them all.

9. for at least 4/7 days a week, must sleep by 11pm max.

10. can only buy books after reading those have already bought.

11. pick up a new skill

12. at least 3 times a week must do cardiovascular activities

13. change hairstyle.

14. must have at least 1 day a month, where i go out on my own. just on my own.

15. learn to cook a new dish every month! and blog abt it!

16. finish reading the twilight series

17. start watching a new drama serial (glee? gossip girl?)

18. get a tattoo. wee~

19. club at least 2 more times before the year ends! WEE~

20. try a new club!

21. be the fashionista i used to (in my opinions) be!

22. get the goddamn national geographic book!

23. complete L4d2 maps in normal mode.

24. be purely happy for people. and not tinted with envy. just pure happy.

25. go back to yoga?

26. cycle to changi village from ecp at least 2 more times!

27. rent a damn car and drive arnd sg just for the fun of it!

28. discover more fun stuff to do in sg. im pretty sure there are more than what i think there is.