Monday, May 3, 2010

Heart. Plunged. Down.

*Shatters* is all i heard when i saw that my online application to SMU has been rejected. i sent them my online appeal already. couldn't wait any longer. fucking fucking sad la. its like, i'm really gonna be a fucked up accountant. im destined to be one. oh fuck it. fuck fuck fuck. wanted to blog about my shopping spree with tf. but, totally have got no mood. SIM isn't so bad. have overseas stuff too. yup. its not that bad. it really isn't so bad. oh fuckkkkkk. nus and ntu can reject me for all i care. but smu.. its my dream uni since sec 3. i kinda expected it, but stupid optimistic side. i dont know how to tell my parents. they will send me a letter. think when they see it, they'll know lor. now, i can only pray for a chance for my appeal to go through. really.. really... i swear, upon my already sworn in love life, that if i really can get into SMU social science, i will surrender the entire love life of mine until im 21. i really will. oh please, god or whoever above listening in on me, please! i really promise to work hard if i do get in. i really really will be a muggertoad. sigh! oh please...
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  1. MimiJune 13, 2010 at 4:56 AM

    Hi Shirl,

    Stumbled onto your blog randomly and on to this post. Don't be discouraged, I'm doing a political science degree and so many times I am at odds with what I am doing. I do like my degree and enjoy it but it really isn't as easy as it looks, interesting yes but not for long, that is when the drawback sets in and the harsh truth dawns upon. Most of my liberal arts degree friends and I contemplate what we're doing every single semester, we enjoy our subjects but we know its somehow not quite practical. I do think SIM-UOL is a wise choice ( which is similar to my plan, Liberal Arts Ba, Commerce Ma), you can do your degree and after graduation, if you're still interested in political science, you can always pursue it in MA. Don't be discouraged, pursuing a political degree can always be fulfilled in so many different ways :)

    Michelle

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