hahah. sorry for the late post, my dear bloggy! have been so tired and lethargic and sian to even come online to see how other ppls' lives are better than mine. so have been staying offline for quite a bit. have been working! omg. i forgot how it felt like to stand for hours and hours .. and luckily i've been sleeping before 12 these few days! but still so fucking tiring. and somemore, have to entertain ppl who have eyes grown on their foreheads. basically my job over the few days was to hang around the registration area, ask the incoming visitors "hello sir. have u registered online?" if they have, usher them to the orange counters. if they havent, give them a form, staple their namecards to the form, make sure they fill up everything and usher them to red/blue counters.
apparently, alot of them just dont wanna fill up the form. or when i ask them whether they have registered online, they just walk past me as though i wasn't there. or there are those who are like "huh? wa. so troublesome ar, tsk!" at me. like my fault?! but of course, there are always the nice ones who will compensate for the nasty visitors. but overall, i liked this job. managed to make friends like shiying, jiajia and chay. i love gossiping with shiying and jiajia. of course, when i was sleepy, i zoned out alot. but everytime me and shiying see each other, we'll shake our shoulders. its to mimick luo han fish. LOL. and chay will randomly come up to me and sing and sing and sing! LOL!
another complaint, would be the damn Colon. or rather, her real name is Collin. she's damn bitch la. "stop gathering here. spread out!" and her face ar, waa... 80% of the time is fierce one lor. sometimes have to butter her up.. blah. but i got scolded quite alot by her. walao. sian. haha. and of course, the worst is luo han fish. blah! she's really damn... ZZZZ. i wonder how she even got into NUS? its like, i heard.. she was sitting on the table. then one of the colleagues told her to either stand or sit on the chair. then she said "why?" O.O and u know what came next? luohanfish said "huh? why stand on the chair?" ZOMGGGG. if this is what NUS has... i thank god i didn't go in. lol! what the hell?! she's fuckin superficial. pray that i won't work with her ever!
so after saying goodbye, we turned in those fuckin ugly red vests and got our free popcorns. hahaha! then i headed to potong pasir to collect my studio pic. as i walked and thought about it, i thought that its a very lame thing to do. i dont rlly feel like displaying it anymore. lol! went potong pasir then went parkway to meet the girls. we tried "Everything with fries" and its sooo awesome! the price is reasonable, its near my house, the salmon is good, although i had pork cutlet sandwich.. the fries is naise and the nutella tart with ice cream is yummilicious!! omg. now i know where i can dabao home on home alone days. its damnnnnnnn naise leh! then the girls came over to my place, or pig sty.. lol! nice to have guests. i was reading CLEO on bachelors and their house. lol! i wanna have my own pad (the cool term bachelors use to call "house") too! hahaha. i can't wait to decorate it into a place i can call heaven. then i can travel around the world, to buy different ornaments and furniture! so even if my worklife and personal life sucked, i'd still have a good home to go to!!
so anyway, i think i've decided on quitting my universal studios job. im not happy there. because i havent got any proper friends there. and i just don't feel comfortable working with the people there. i find them... too fake. im sorry la. maybe im just envious or what. but u know, anyway since school's starting, i think i should focus on my studies too. i know uss takes up like.. 1 day of the entire month, so they clearly can manage even without my help. it doesn't mean that if ppl are happy there, i will be too. so, yup. gonna quit.
ok la. going to rest, got tmr off! shall pack up drawer, clear shelf, maybe stock up any necessary stationery for school, pass george my notes, vacuum/sweep room, detox tmr since overeating over the past few days, hopefully can go for a jog at the canal and hopefully the girls can come over again! hahaha. sunday should be spent visiting foster grandma who fell down again and is hospitalised. then work for air supply concert. im looking forward to the concert.. but not really to the friends part.
p/s: if he had sms-ed me that msg last time, i would have completely given in and prolly accept him back into my life. but now, im happy with or without him. i don't know how much of that msg i can actually trust, but im not taking the chance. im selfish but i need to stop putting myself thru those situations again. i gave us a chance before and since u've decided to forfeit it, i've given up on you then too. as much as i sometimes wished i could go back into those times with you once again, i really don't want to go back into the false illusions thinking im happy because there's us. i'd rather be lonely sometimes but feel in control of my life. i wanna apologise to u for that rude reply, but i am really not sorry for the reply i gave u. im not sure if u're reading my blog, but if you are, then.. i hope u read what i just said. i dont mind being friends.. just nothing more than that anymore. and if you don't.. then so be it also.
i am woman, hear me roar!
fuck. im already having mondy blues. ciao!
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