these are the questions that have been floating around my mind while i was with gugu and their family. i know, everyone's life is different. and i should be leading my life in my way. but sometimes, i just can't help but wonder if its right to even go against the flow. its supposed to be a happy thing working for uss. but im really not happy. as in, i dont really even get the job satisfaction from this job. i feel even more unhappy working than quitting. i know im going to miss out on concerts and stuff when i quit. but, i just feel that.. i should maybe try somewhere else where i belong. i need that sense of belonging. even at kelly services, although i dun like kane, but i feel quite belonged la, honestly. so yeah. i've decided to quit. prolly gnna be a shock to alot of ppl.. but lets just let it be known that the reason i quit is because of school. makes things simpler. plus when school starts, weekends are prolly used to hang out with my darling friends and taking a break or mugging. so, no time also anyway. i've screwed up in SP. i dont wanna screw up again in UOL. i really hope to do a masters in london.
had a fun time. was supposed to spend the evening alone at home. but gugu asked me out with lorraine and gang. so we went out to orchard. just hung around. i found a new hangout now! scape's pretty cool leh. i feel. hahah. had yummy dinner at Big O. and so happened leh. we walked past this pub with a tv which was showing world cup. and we just happen to see netherlands score. LOL! naise. and i also cheered. although i didnt support any! hahaha. went to takashimaya. ate ice cream .. i needed comfort food. then .. we saw this toy exhibition. ok, i've been curious about this thing called "magic worm" ..
its supposed to be sliding in and out of my hands. but its just a piece of... thing with eyes and an invisible thread attached to a cardboard. i can't even make it slide out of my hands. ]: basically we have to pull the string to make it move. WTF. ]: cheated. sian leh. dman.
and guess what i've invested in?!?!?!
TADA! i figured, since i might be social life-less over the next few weekends, i might as well do something.. constructive. and its none other than my favourite - the eiffel tower. i've NEVER done one of these. so it'll probably take a lot of weekends. means, more stay-home saturdays and saving enough money so i can go and buy bonds (Read cleo this month!) and earn interest! weee~ im basically trading my social life away for 3 pieces of cardboards. and my brother just told me on msn: "a b c d e f g e r a l d says:HEY GOOD NEWS, YOU GOT YOUR EIFFEL TOWER AND YOUR WORM TO ENCOMPASS YOUR ENTIRE MONTH :D" naise.
maybe anyone wanna help with the construction of this can txt me or what lar. can build tgt or sth also. weee~ new project! [:
okie. gonna figure that stupid worm out.. then go and watch 90210. tmr got work. eggcited to listen to the songs from air supply. but sian to .. be outcasted again. but oh well. last time, hopefully? ciao!
p/s: thanks chantel for assuring me its not cowardly. i dont know why but listening to her is assuring. wished she was back. [:
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