today's one wasted day. slept for 13 hours last night, woke up feeling soooooooooooooooo lethargic. ate lunch and just lazed around on the couch watching "Liao zai".. its rlly nice now.. the story on feng sheng and shi si niang, i used to read it in secondary school.. really nice love story. im serious. even for quite an un-cheena person like me, i got quite addicted. plus, feng shu sheng very handsome. and innocent looking. haha.
then, tried to study and instead, watched family guy episodes, followed by "its complicated". omg. i swear. the perfect conversation i'd ever wanna strike with any men in the world would be one like meryl streep and alec baldwin in the bar. its so, intimate yet so matter-of-fact. butstupid alec baldwin.. keep treating her like a doormat. bloody commitment phobics. but yeah, i can see why meryl was so.. smitten over him. plus, i've never seen steve martin so.. serious before. i dun really like steve martin though x: but i preferred him in Mr Magoo. yeah. im halfway there. cus halfway, decided to da-bao everything with fries, come home and complete the movie. then just went i left the housegate, albsie called. asked me wanna dinner w jon and him. thought why not? besides i was feeling really shitty the entire day. so went parkway, had ajisen ramen. dabao-ed NYNY for bro and came home. tried to mug. but played baking life and MSN-ed instead.
sigh. saw daniel fang's faceook. its his birthday today. once upon a time, we were good friends. then yeah. never keep in touch already. but to date, he truly is one of the nicest guys i'll ever know. im serious. maybe at that time? he was so innocent leh. he liks to type "yayapapaya" into my calculator. hahah. but fuck, he's leading the life i want. london, big social life and prolly good love life also. and he has become so good looking now!! i remember his mushroom hair last time. hahha. then i went to see Mark's profile. fuck too. he has been to every part of Europe. omFuckingawd. and sharon ong who is in aussie leading the life i would want to? zomg. i seriously.. am so filled with envy. to the brim. like, can overflow liao. oh well. i still have my friends and family. yeah.
p/s: though me and her are back, it just sucks to see her coming back to me because SHE has no choices and i'm the one with the lobang. fuck. i can see history repeating itself. call me jealous or petty. but in life, i don't believe in "forgive and forget". the forgiving part is easy. the forgetting part, now thats impossible. unless u have amnesia and especially if you're a woman.
yup. cheers. i just persuaded myself out of buying a $41 wallet from modcloth.com .. see previous blogpost. the wallet with lotsa stamps. ohwell. nice job shirley....
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