i've done quite a bit of work today and im gonna take a short break now. hmm, yesterday was pathetic, i didn't even have anything to reap despite sowing so many seeds. from now on, its gonna be back to the quiet life. hahaha. blogging and working as a telephone-related job makes me feel like im Julie Powell. hahah! just that i can never cook as well as she does. so, last night, we had dinner with uncle john. had salted yolk crab.. which i thought was extremely oily and overrated. gonna stick to my chilli crab la. haha. yeah. uncle john and dad kept arguing about politics. it was nice to hear. lets me reflect abit about politics and recent stuff that happened. so after dinner, dad sent him home and i just enjoyed the car ride. on the way home, dad told me about uncle john's past. gosh. he definitely has a fucking high tolerance for his wife and her family. and i now know why he is such a devoted christian and so so so anti-casino. that poor guy. really. too nice and forgiving already. i salute him to the max.
guess, this just further substantiate my point about staying single. after 30 odd years of marriage.. and such things can STILL happen. wow. and if he had stayed single, he'd be so much more than he is right now. sigh. but why do i still wanna date for the sake of dating? after raising hopes regarding love/ relationships recently, and being disappointed yet again have reminded me of why singlehood is still better. its precisely the kind of disappointment i hate to avoid. yeah.. so oh well.. whatever it is, what matters is that we must stand on our two feet la. i mean, we really really shouldn't tie our level of happiness to other people's actions. i mean, its really really... pathetic. yup. ok. shall blorg again soon.
i love spending time with dad alone. love it. hahaha. or dad and his friends. love to listen in to their coffeeshop talk.
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