First day of school @ UOL

today was my first day of school. i couldnt sleep the entire night because

1. i was still sad
2. i watched "the devil" yesterday and the old woman's face kept appearing in my mind.. x:
3. i was wondering how it'd go, so kinda nervous

well, i didnt have trouble waking up at 6am though. cus i was probably too nervous and all. so, managed to keep spamming "the big bang theory theme song" by barenakedladies



well, i still do hope to accomplish singing it, but its so damn fast!!

but there was this part, where the train went past dover mrt. and i looked at the steps that led up to the business building and my heart just wrenched so much, i cried. i pretended to yawn so i look like the tears came down cus of the yawn, but not from my heart. cus, its really never gonna happen again. the 5 of us going to school together. from now, till forever, im going to be taking that train ride to school alone. no longer gonna meet up with the clique, though sometimes frustrating cus ppl will be late and stuff, but always cheering the day up nonetheless. nope. no more of that. im still adjusting to it. really. oh well, so anyway. reached clementi and i was really a klutz. but u cant blame me because well, i brought the subject guides along also. so bulky. learnt my lesson. lol. first lesson was sociology, and i reached school rlly early. lol. so bought sandwiches and a coffee (omg. officially the worst coffe i have ever tasted. dont even have a teeny weeny bit of aroma. what am i to do without caffeine??). so anyway, luckily i went early and i had plenty of seats to choose from. so i sat in the middle row. and guess what? I FORGOT TO BRING MY PENCIL CASE! OMG! like, really. the worst thing that can happen on a first day of school, in an environment where u knew nobody and it was 5 minutes to lecture. omg! so, at first i msged hsin ming and rayson. then, luckily, just at that point.. a girl who was sitting in the same row as me caught my eye and we sat next to each other and she very kindly lent me a pen and highlighter! her name is wint! so cool huh! she reminds me of sarrah. :) sociology was really interesting. had to have group discussions and presentations! haha. i had to present on the first day, but luckily, there was alot of other groups presenting on the first question, so we consolidated our answers and one guy went to present.

sidenote: sociology really really feels like something i might have interest in! people watching, making the familiar strange! i do that alot! if you notice my blog, i've been talking about.. making the familiar strange! :D omg. i wished i major-ed in sociology. i have a feeling i'll fall in love with this module. it has globalisation and stuff! plus, the people in my socio lecture seems very.. toast-masterish. i reallly think i'm gonna enjoy it. the only bad thing: it has to start at an ungodly time like 8.30am! lol.

so, ya, managed to make a couple of friends, so not so lonely. so headed to pbf after half an hour break where i met up with the pretty sakila and hsin ming and monica! then, found this girl who was in my bridging class and we always take the same bus and she occasionally smiles at me. her name is shaynne. haha. so sat beside her also. plus, yongming also in same lecture. lol. ok la. phew. it wasnt so bad. i thought i would be all alone for the whole two years. well, hopefully this keeps up la. but i re-read my blogpost on the first day at school in SP.. well, i definitely sounded way more exciting than this. but oh well. hahha. i guess it means serious business this time because my pbf lecturer is the female version of sin mun wah. lol! ok la, better pull my socks up if i wanna do masters. :)

but bad thing was, so fucking sleepy. i dozed off for the last half of socio and first half of pbf. hahha. okay lar. my blogging bug is back. ciao! :D

anyway, i dont know who reads my blog, but i guess i'll still do this. i've been pretty active on soulpancake. so everytime i post a question there, i shall post it here.

soulpancake for the day: What strokes your ego?

well, if you want, u can always comment on my blogpost. if not, just ask yourself this and smile :D